“Fresh morning and old songs”

Kencho, aunty wants you in her room, I scratched my eyes saying what? Right now, screamed again!

Threw my blankets and ran bare foot, and there was my aunt sleeping peacefully like a little baby, I turned back to my uncle, he laughed uncontrolably as if it was funny. I said what now man?

He smiled, saying the municipal trash collecting truck is outside and here’s the bag, I ran to the balcony,

Such a bright sunshine and all people busy going to schools with a fresh day, and I couldn’t spot the truck, I went inside saying there’s no truck to be seen? He came to the balcony pointing fingers across the giant building, still I couldn’t see it but could see some people actually carring small bins and walking, there I knew now I had to go, even though I was so furious to be waken up so early, I controlled my inner mind, listened to the part of kencho, which said, calm and cool man, smile, “the way to start your day decides the way you end your day” Right there I knew I had the most fresh mind you can ever find to start up the day, caught the black heavy trash bag, opened the door and entered the daylight,

There were a lot of people who looked like me, weary,sleepy and most extreme the one's in pyjamas, I gave that collector man my trash and ran back, didn’t wanted to be with my kind much, when I entered my room back, my cousin was angrily pressing my phone and turning off my alarm, that moment seeing him doing that made me laugh a huge, still it makes me laugh when that moment comes back in my head.

Guess what?  I am a person who when once wakes up, doesn't needs sleep. Its not like I don’t like to but I just can’t fall back to sleep. Got my laptop on, went through my collection of oldies, the one’s which when enter’s my ear, reminds me of those innocent days, I mean really senseless days of its own but that very moment which had its own hidden charm in it, then got my little bag of clay and started playing with it, man I forgot to do my meditation. Here I go for my meditation session looking through a pretty window. Man I am gonna have a mindful day. And I won’t tell ya much!

Smelly morning!

Tried hard to keep rolling in bed but the smoky smell of my hand, shirt and body didn’t corporate.

A horrible smell early morning, ah! I forgot to tell you I like waking up early like us, it feels refreshing and active, man I am gonna try now, and yeah the reason behind this early morning smoky smell is awesome though, eh!

We went out clubbing last night with friends and friends, I will name, however after 2 am, the club usually gets over and after that what? Like other times we were lost arguing about where to go next. Then we fired up to kuensel phodrang, if you ever go clubbing don’t miss this spot, you gonna love walking up hill if you wish to, when its all dark, spooky and you don’t clearly make things out, visually!

What a freaking cold night it is here in Thimphu! So bon fire, actually was a bad idea even though was needed, emotionalised by the alcohol after one month, I was so active in search of fire woods,

There we had a fire now, big one, we were just feeling so close, warm and good to laugh and argue.

Man! If clubbing was a good thing, I would have done it every single night. Sadly, I have the energy to get hold of my dual mind and direct it work so right like it has to.

The smelly morning’s gone too, and now its exactly 10:30 pm, a time to lay down with gratitude,

Thanks for the mild,crazy,moral ful day you gave me, my lord!

Bless the one’s I have visioned and I will be blessed along with them.

Amen!

AN UNCLE IN ME!

Just living in this world is not important but living rightly is the most important of all. 

We sleep, we wake up, again we sleep again we might wake up or we might not too. 

Whats there in such living? Are we complled to live, are we out of purpose to live, havent we realised why we are born?

Time is a concept and concept is a human mind and its creation. 

I tried to live life in every way, sometimes I ran out of reasons to live, sometimes I got so many purpose, that I wanted to live life all over again.

Whenever god almighty present's me with a new born, a new nephew and a new neice. Their fragile skin, their tiny feet and hand's which doesn't have any idea  that they have rough farm road's to walk and hard stone's to break. 

Their gloomy eye's which have dream's and vision's to build.

That one moment when I hold them in my hand, that one moment when my weary eye's meet those tiny eye ball's, it fills me with colorful energies. 

It tell's me to keep moving forward, to create a safe and healthy world for them. 

As an uncle the little one's tell me to be strong, they give me a new purpose, a new way, a new passion, to endure and to walk on this land's for hundred of mighty years. 

I, me an uncle, plan on to keep this universe clean and healthy, 
I plan on to make a better world for my neice and nephew's who are, yet to arrive!

“We can hardly even recognize the devils of our own creation”

[Essay which I wrote for my english exam in school]

“We can hardly even recognize the devils of our own creation”

Today sitting right in this room, of course this is examination hall with two serious looking huge teachers around, looking not just at me but towards the entire row they can see. Well, at this very moment I just wonder upon the endless possibilites there are in the long days ahead. How would have our ancestor even thought, weren’t they witty? Weren’t they amazing? A lot of questions flow like fountain water. May be I am just thinking too much. But there shouldn’t have been any mistakes or leaks in their thoughts. No way, until they were a fool puppets. Well, may be we cannot just predict how days were during all those gone hours.

Yeah, Now I remember my girlfriend, I mean my ex-girlfriend who used to be pretty clever, always  used to say, “man is the greatest enemy of his own thoughts and deeds” and now I am learning what she actually  meant. We are greedy, aren’t we? I know we are. Human beings have a cruel saying “dream on and on, we can do anything” Thanks for saying that, we can feel our race and kind becoming more powerful every day and that isn’t something for us to be proud of now. Humans never tend to accept the fact that they are the only danger to mankind and to all the helpless creatures who have lost their power of expressing their thoughts and fears. We cannot be that blind and deaf, no wonder why the one who is residing in heaven would get furious.

Remember the cause of the tower of babel, when all the humans became wise? They all wanted to reach heaven without the help of god, humans wanted to be powerful. They wanted to build a legendary tower which would reach to the heaven and they wouldn’t have to sufer any more. As they were fully determined to build one, god became furious and he created a wall between every human, he changed everybody’s language. Soon after they couldn’t understand their languages and then they all went to different directions and they couldn’t continue with their dream and now humans are fully responsible for creating a wall between them selves. Other wise we would have been living in harmony with each other.

Let’s leave aside those tragic histories, looking at today’s rapid world. Humans are proud of their magnificant little creations, on the other hand if we go the way of Japan, a fully furnished country, what do you think the causes for the natural calamities are? Why are they being tortured? Why are they being distrubed? If we happen to ask this to any magnificiant little humans there will be any endless explanation for this, each one with their own insightful words. The answer my friend is blowing in the wind, the answer is around us. The answer is us, the answer is we.  The nature gets tired, It cannot hold onto everything, so it starts to puke slowly but surely. And we all never tend to feel the breeze of it.

Lets not just look at Japan. There are endless things happening around us and happening around for us to understand and pause, for us to slow down. We can go down to the Bramaputra river and see the endless creatures dying. We can go way up to China and see dry lands starving for water. We can go down to the industries of India and see nearby people getting affected by cancer’s. We can go across the sahara desert check the wells dryed up.

In all this miseries, humans, us, we are the sead cause. Lets wake up now and lets volunteer to be responsible, to be that one man who would pause, stop,think and act.

To humans there are endless possibilites to prove blameless. 

"We can never know how strong we are, until being strong is the only way to stand out"

Being Human out of a man is a crucial thing!

My first official post to kick off with my blog.

Happy prosperous new year 2013!

A new era we say and we celebrate,

And the same daylight and darkness we have to go through, the same air we have to breathe,

Just the feeling feels different this very night. The night this very night if we celebrate it feels good to be alive and good to celebrate our survival this night above all who died, and when we spend it in utmost bliss we see what we have successfully crossed through and what we missed in whats all gone.

There’s a lot to cover, there’s a lot to fill this empty vessel with,

There are 365 plain fresh pages to write, How to begin this very first page with,

A purpose I see this all year long,  A reason to not Give up, A reason to keep walking,

A reason to be confident about the one who’s residing inside of me, A reason to make my existence spark.

Not to forget to make corrections in all the mistakes I went through.

             And to be a WOLF to be GONE!